Cis-gendered male sexuality and the transsexual woman

Hi,

men. Hmmm. Post 8

you can not understand realitly till youv lived in the real world of women.
...& your life becomes rewriten,
...& you see why its importaint to live in a real life liveing experance,

Okay since im a female from birth i would have to say from age 10 till now would be enough 55 years, even though im intersexed, it changes nothing .

My life does not need to be rewriten from what to what, my life is my life ,& iv never been out side of the real womens world
Plus its been going on all of my life, you see i did not transition or have i changed, , yes there are changes that go on during your life as you grow & yes i have grown as a woman or into a woman , i sure cant change how im wired or change my mind or change what i knew going back over my life, so yes im a little different,

This sexuality of men, im struggling with that because im not or ever was male, & as well how my Mother & i were treated puts me in a total those bloody men in thier attitude concerning women & how we have & are treated, does nothing for me except to say a total distrust & very anti men ,

Yes rape being strangled to the point of being killed, the rage temper strength you'd have no idear till youv seen it & have the marks to show, had Mom been killed i would have as well. so i know what its about is it any wonder im like i am, & its not something i can just forget, those scars mark you for life, both body wise & Psychologically & Emotionally.

I see something in men i have never liked hate is more the word i did not know men were like this i found out yet my first 6 -7 years of life were blocked a mind blank my brain woke up at age 10 i dont know what happened only what Mom told me & yes did tell Jos a few details,

Even though i have no memory of then i know things went on its so buryed, there was one detail that effected me , if any one came near me & went to put thier hands near or around my neck / throat my hands were up so fast to shield my neck / throut something i did not fully understand, this was when i was very young till some 40 odd years later,so my defence mechinism was real quick .

Im not saying all men are like this its just our experance ,

All though my life i have never related to or with men, allthough as iv grown as a woman i seem to be getting along better with them. i wont say all there are a few that treat me well & respect me as a woman. & yes will look out for me,

Sexualy , dont touch me dont even think it, iv had to deal with two situations so they were told in no unsertian terms
so i know what its like . Iv allso had to help out other women in similar situations so first hand & other women ,

so you wont real life im in it & have been all my life,

...noeleena...

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